Monday, June 27, 2005

I DID IT!

From my entry title displayed above, you may think me excited or perhaps elated about something. You probably even think you have an inkling of what it is. If you're thinking that I'm overjoyed at the acomplishment of creating my own blog, you would be sadly mistaken in your rash asumptions. I feel quite the opposite of those feelings at this exact moment in time. You see....I have finally given in to the excedingly intense pressure of "The Crowd!" "The Crowd," of course being the people that I call my FRIENDS. You know...the people that say they care about you and then force you to do things against your own will. LOL Okay..It's not all that bad.

Getting back to your misinterpetation of my entry title...I'm not extatic as it may seem, but rather FRUSTRATED! The nagging, the begging, the pleading; it was all TOO MUCH! I couldn't hold out any longer, but here I am again doing exactly what they all suspicioned I would do.

I remember a time when I thought it was very flattering to have a friend or family member know me so well that they could predict what I would do or say in a certain situation. I used to think that it meant they were paying alot of attention to ME. I naturally assumed that it was because I was so facinating. LOL Now, I've grown up a little, and I feel moderately confident that you could ask a hypathetical question about me to any of my circle of friends, and they could predict my response without using too much brain power. I no longer believe that the reason they are able to do this is because I'm so fascinating, rather it is because I am so boring. Thus the sorce of my frustration. My predictability, and my weakness to peer presure.

Why couldn't I have done something really crazy and unpredictable like....just said NO to this whole blogging thing? Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against blogging. In fact I'm an avid blog reader. I was just making the decision not to, because it sounds exactly like something I would do! "The Crowd" knew that I would do it. Eventually. LOL Sigh...Oh Well! Moving on.

So here I am...blogging, so far about absoulutely nothing. Which seems to be right in step with "The Crowd." Are you happy now?

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